Of course, you poor dear. Have you looked into local abortion funds? Though I guess if you’re afraid of your house being bombed, they might be harder to find where you live. Some Googling got me this. I think it’s US-only, but hopefully you live here so that’ll work for you. When you do get an abortion, the clinic can also most likely help you with family planning to help keep you from getting pregnant again before you’re ready, if you ever want kids in the future.
And attention “pro-lifers”: this is what you make some people resort to. Fear of you. How very pro-life.